Lonely,
I'm Mr. Lonely
I have nobody to call my own....
Hey i'm not going to paste the very sweet but sad Akon song here but the new story was woven around this song......
Well lets get bk to Jyoti again.......
She has now completed school and has started with college already....
She was happy to be in a new environment, the whole grown up feeling, independence, great work...... in short, she just loved this place.
Everything was going hunky dory till one fine day, she got a call from her friend Nita at school. Their friend Avinash had proposed to her n she was over the moon......
Soon, this was followed up by a lot of pairs being formed both among her school n college friends.
It wasnt as if their were no couples around in school but Jyoti now felt a sharp pain in herself.....
She too wanted a pair. She had started with the pangs of loneliness get to her..... At times, she felt alone even among her new friends bcoz everyone except her ws in pairs...
the song came rushing back to her in the most painful manner......
The urge to love n to be loved was just breaking her up into pieces......
She was well aware of the adage, 'someone for everyone' but it was the wait that was killing her....
Anyhow one day, through a law portal in the chatrooms(she was a law student), she found someone she thought was perfect for her.....
They sat on the net for hours discussing merger laws(their fav topic) and abt the stuff they liked n disliked....
She new that he was the guy whose attitude matched her and she fell in love with the person she chatted with on the net.....
There was only one problem.....
"LA lawyer" was how she knew him, he was supposed to be a lawyer intern in LA n that they both loved whipped cream on their ice cream n they loved strawberry cream cake.
She was well aware of the dangers of net relationships...... but she could not put down her feelings......
What could she do???????
Thursday, July 12, 2007
Sunday, May 27, 2007
What is love?
Love.....
A lot's been said,
A lot's been written
A lot's been.....
never mind!!!!!!!!!
One morning,
On a bright sunny day,
I asked the sun:
"hey buddy, what is love?"
"Beats me, kid!", he said
"I've never had a chance
To look around,
Find a gal in my stead!
All I've ever done,
Is to go round and round
Never looked, never found!"
On a rainy day,
I asked the cloud,
"Tell me sir, What is love?"
"Love is lightening!", he said,
"It tears you to pieces
But it still is...
The light of your life.
My lightening's my love,
She lives in me
And I,
In her."
On a beautiful night,
I asked the moon,
" So what is Love?"
" Love is a Star!", he said,
"It makes you go over the moon!!!!!!!!
She lights up my life!
She dispells the darkness of the night.
For her, I stay up the whole night."
Then I asked the earth one day,
" What do you think is love?"
" Love is every flower on my bosom,
Every li'l animal that I nourish,
Every tree that grows on me."
" Love is not just cherishing beauty,
Its not just sharing of joy,
Its not just about having fun together,
Its about nourishing with your life,
Its about cherishing the soul,
Its more important to share your sorrows.'
"Love is to cherish each other,
No matter how far,
No matter how close.
Love is the intertwining of souls
Not just comtemplating each other!"
"Take time to love, my dear,
It is the food for the soul",
So said the Earth.
And I knew I had understood
"What is Love!!!!!!!!"
A lot's been said,
A lot's been written
A lot's been.....
never mind!!!!!!!!!
One morning,
On a bright sunny day,
I asked the sun:
"hey buddy, what is love?"
"Beats me, kid!", he said
"I've never had a chance
To look around,
Find a gal in my stead!
All I've ever done,
Is to go round and round
Never looked, never found!"
On a rainy day,
I asked the cloud,
"Tell me sir, What is love?"
"Love is lightening!", he said,
"It tears you to pieces
But it still is...
The light of your life.
My lightening's my love,
She lives in me
And I,
In her."
On a beautiful night,
I asked the moon,
" So what is Love?"
" Love is a Star!", he said,
"It makes you go over the moon!!!!!!!!
She lights up my life!
She dispells the darkness of the night.
For her, I stay up the whole night."
Then I asked the earth one day,
" What do you think is love?"
" Love is every flower on my bosom,
Every li'l animal that I nourish,
Every tree that grows on me."
" Love is not just cherishing beauty,
Its not just sharing of joy,
Its not just about having fun together,
Its about nourishing with your life,
Its about cherishing the soul,
Its more important to share your sorrows.'
"Love is to cherish each other,
No matter how far,
No matter how close.
Love is the intertwining of souls
Not just comtemplating each other!"
"Take time to love, my dear,
It is the food for the soul",
So said the Earth.
And I knew I had understood
"What is Love!!!!!!!!"
Tuesday, May 8, 2007
Care to give your opinion???????
Okie, lets tell you another story:
There was this gal, lets call her..... Jyoti. She was in school and had a nice circle of friends. However, when she went to a new school, the new people around welcomed her warmly. She was good friends with them.
Jyoti was an awesome artist and won many many competitions and awards. This stirred jealousy among her new 'friends'. After winning a particularly prestigious competition, she stirred strong adverse feelings among this new group and they started mocking her work to the hilt.
It really hurt Jyoti for she had never tried to hurt anyone. This went on for the next 2 years. The gap between her and her classmates just widened with time. The mocking just grew with each passing day.
Then at the end of school, one of her classmates posted stuff against her on their class blog. Jyoti was hurt badly and swore never to talk to these classmates ever again. But one fine day, one of the particularly malicious classmates called her and wanted to apologise. The next day, another one called and apologised for all that had happened in the last 2 years.
Jyoti considered forgiving them but still was not able to get over the public insult that she had faced on the internet. Then, she received an email from one of these guys which was again pretty much made fun of her.
The class was now planning a trip in the coming vacations after the class 12 results and she was invited too. Jyoti never wanted to go coz she knew the she would end up being the butt of jokes. But somehow, her classmated were insistent. Should she go?
There was this gal, lets call her..... Jyoti. She was in school and had a nice circle of friends. However, when she went to a new school, the new people around welcomed her warmly. She was good friends with them.
Jyoti was an awesome artist and won many many competitions and awards. This stirred jealousy among her new 'friends'. After winning a particularly prestigious competition, she stirred strong adverse feelings among this new group and they started mocking her work to the hilt.
It really hurt Jyoti for she had never tried to hurt anyone. This went on for the next 2 years. The gap between her and her classmates just widened with time. The mocking just grew with each passing day.
Then at the end of school, one of her classmates posted stuff against her on their class blog. Jyoti was hurt badly and swore never to talk to these classmates ever again. But one fine day, one of the particularly malicious classmates called her and wanted to apologise. The next day, another one called and apologised for all that had happened in the last 2 years.
Jyoti considered forgiving them but still was not able to get over the public insult that she had faced on the internet. Then, she received an email from one of these guys which was again pretty much made fun of her.
The class was now planning a trip in the coming vacations after the class 12 results and she was invited too. Jyoti never wanted to go coz she knew the she would end up being the butt of jokes. But somehow, her classmated were insistent. Should she go?
Tuesday, May 1, 2007
A Story
Well, hi. I will tell you a story today. Its true or not? You may judge yourself.
Once there were these 2 girls: lets call them Anu n Annie.
They first became friends when they were in class 3. They were very dear friends. Of them, Anu was more emotional, can say that she was an emotional fool but Annie was more in control of her emotions.
Their friendship continued very happily till class 6. Then, new girls joined school and Annie got more interested in the more hip gang and Anu went further into the background on her friend list.
Days turned into weeks and weeks into months. Almost at the end of class 6, one day one of Annie's very hip friends teased Anu for her simple dressing. Anu, though simple, was not easily putdownable. The fight grew taking Annie into its fold. Annie, however, sided with her very high nosed friend.
This broke Anu's heart. She could stand up against the world but not her best friend. She rushed out of the room crying and Annie did not follow. Then, without a word being said, their friendship was over!!!!!
Things remained more or less the same for the following 2 years. However, in class 9 when they were made to sit together, the ice started melting. The queerest thing brought them close together- their mutual love of maths. Things got better and they were friends again, not as close as earlier but good enough.
Then in class 11, they both took part in an art competition. Anu made it to the next level but Annie despite being an equally good artiste got left out. She never said anything to Anu, not even congratulations.
Anu managed a great performance in the next level and received a certificate of appreciation for her efforts. The principal lauded her achievement in the assembly. That day in class, Annie passed a sneering comment about some 'snobbish artists' and that hit Anu straight to the heart. A few days later, Annie changed her school and did not even bother telling Anu. For the next 2 years, even though Anu tried contacting Annie, Annie never bothered. This was an iron blow to their friendship.
Then suddenly one day after their 12th boards were over, Annie called Anu. They were very glad to be speaking to each other and the ice melted in the summer that followed. But........
These 2 years were very different for each of them and their worlds changed like anything in this time.
They are good friends today but have missed a lot in each other's lives. Anu longs for the friendship they once had but Annie shows no emotion about it. Whenever they talk or meet, its always good natured interaction but there still is a vacuum in there.
Should they continue as they are, separate altogether or try to revive the friendship that once was?
Once there were these 2 girls: lets call them Anu n Annie.
They first became friends when they were in class 3. They were very dear friends. Of them, Anu was more emotional, can say that she was an emotional fool but Annie was more in control of her emotions.
Their friendship continued very happily till class 6. Then, new girls joined school and Annie got more interested in the more hip gang and Anu went further into the background on her friend list.
Days turned into weeks and weeks into months. Almost at the end of class 6, one day one of Annie's very hip friends teased Anu for her simple dressing. Anu, though simple, was not easily putdownable. The fight grew taking Annie into its fold. Annie, however, sided with her very high nosed friend.
This broke Anu's heart. She could stand up against the world but not her best friend. She rushed out of the room crying and Annie did not follow. Then, without a word being said, their friendship was over!!!!!
Things remained more or less the same for the following 2 years. However, in class 9 when they were made to sit together, the ice started melting. The queerest thing brought them close together- their mutual love of maths. Things got better and they were friends again, not as close as earlier but good enough.
Then in class 11, they both took part in an art competition. Anu made it to the next level but Annie despite being an equally good artiste got left out. She never said anything to Anu, not even congratulations.
Anu managed a great performance in the next level and received a certificate of appreciation for her efforts. The principal lauded her achievement in the assembly. That day in class, Annie passed a sneering comment about some 'snobbish artists' and that hit Anu straight to the heart. A few days later, Annie changed her school and did not even bother telling Anu. For the next 2 years, even though Anu tried contacting Annie, Annie never bothered. This was an iron blow to their friendship.
Then suddenly one day after their 12th boards were over, Annie called Anu. They were very glad to be speaking to each other and the ice melted in the summer that followed. But........
These 2 years were very different for each of them and their worlds changed like anything in this time.
They are good friends today but have missed a lot in each other's lives. Anu longs for the friendship they once had but Annie shows no emotion about it. Whenever they talk or meet, its always good natured interaction but there still is a vacuum in there.
Should they continue as they are, separate altogether or try to revive the friendship that once was?
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
लाइफ or something like it......
Well this happens to be the first post on my blog. To tell you about me, I am a student giving my final exams right now......
Won't bore you with the exam details but yes, I like to dream big and try my best to fulfill it.
This blog is about my life...... what happens daily, things that make me sad, things that really are what I would like to share with people....
Will keep you posted. Watch this space
Won't bore you with the exam details but yes, I like to dream big and try my best to fulfill it.
This blog is about my life...... what happens daily, things that make me sad, things that really are what I would like to share with people....
Will keep you posted. Watch this space
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